There is a way to be good again

(photos by: lil' brother)

my blahness continued for a few days

when i allowed them to though

little gems appeared

nuggets of wisdom

been steadfastly holding the door

closed

against this type of stuff

don't know why

don't ask

i have no answers to that question

at this moment

and i think

that is not important right now

met up with my lil' brother

for some cuban food tonight

as we started eating he told me

he had an announcement to make

i asked him if he was pregnant

:)

and then he told me he was leaving nyc

:(

knew this was a possibility

but didn't think it would happen

and if it did it wouldn't have been

till way into next year

so i wasn't prepared for

this news.

sorta sucks for me

but i think is really good for him

told him all the reasons

he should stay in nyc

and not move back to la

there is no abraco there

the traffic sucks

the public trans sucks

when my lamo reasons

were only met with laughter

and hugs

i tried to get some free shit from him

like his big flat screen tv

walked all the way

home from grand central

thinking

and thinking

some more

then i drowned my sorrows

in some pastries from

bouchon bakery

humpf

In Kite Runner one character

says to another

"There is a way to be good again"

There is a way

There is a way

There is a way

There is a way

to be good again.